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Best Blog ‘09: Web Tool

One week into January, and 2009 had already become “the year I got really sick.” A surgery and two insurance deductibles later, I’ve recovered from some ailments and developed new ones. The chain of events set into motion that month led to a year where I became a virtual hermit, too broke and too sick to do much of anything or to go anywhere. Staying quiet, staying home, just trying to stay afloat.

Enter Gwen Bell, as she gives us The Best of 2009 Blog Challenge, 31 daily prompts to recalling and expressing the Best of the Year that Was. I figured it would a be a good way to start putting a positive spin on 2009, and an even better launchpad for a brilliantly fun and fabulous 2010.

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December 23: Web Tool

It came into your work flow this year and now you couldn’t live without it. It has simplified or improved your online experience.

Oh Google Calendar, how do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

I’ve only been using the web app for a few months, and up until recently, I wasn’t utilizing it to its full potential.

I first started using it for doctor’s appointments. When you have as many appointments as I do, in so many different locations, it’s nice to have it all organized, but accessible everywhere. This way it’s portable, but I don’t have to carry anything with me. I can set up an appointment from work by looking to see my free dates while talking to the receptionist. Then I plug it in and have it there. When I’m at home, looking at the week or month at a glance, I’ll know I have an appointment on Wednesday at 3pm with the dermatologist. Simple! This is especially handy now that the doctor’s clinic I go to has an automatic appointment reminder system calling not the day before but several days ahead.. long enough ahead where you just might forget! Not a problem with Google calendar (and I always check their info against my calendar when they call). Google calendar will pop up a reminder ten minutes ahead of an event, which actually comes in hand when I might be so wrapped up in browsing I am ignoring my date with Glee. (Yes, I add tv appointments to my Google calendar).

So far the best use of my Google calendar has been the most recent add — letting me know when my library books are due. I often have so many out from different dates that unless I check daily I am bound to forget to return or renew some until three days and 75 cents per book later. Since I began loading due dates into Google calendar, along with night-before reminders to prompt me to bring my books to the book drop the next morning, I haven’t incurred ANY fees! What a savings for me!

Since joining the blogging world, I’ve started setting up reminders for Wishcasting Wednesday and Full Moon Dreamboards so I don’t miss anything! That way I never *skip* those by accident — if I do, it’s by choice. That is a huge reason why having a calendar is useful. You are fully in charge, armed with the information you need, when you need it!

Best Blog ‘09: Album of the Year


Regina Spektor
Originally uploaded by HelenPalsson.

One week into January, and 2009 had already become “the year I got really sick.” A surgery and two insurance deductibles later, I’ve recovered from some ailments and developed new ones. The chain of events set into motion that month led to a year where I became a virtual hermit, too broke and too sick to do much of anything or to go anywhere. Staying quiet, staying home, just trying to stay afloat.

Enter Gwen Bell, as she gives us The Best of 2009 Blog Challenge, 31 daily prompts to recalling and expressing the Best of the Year that Was. I figured it would a be a good way to start putting a positive spin on 2009, and an even better launchpad for a brilliantly fun and fabulous 2010.

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December 10: Album of the Year

What’s rocking your world?

If you’ve ever visited my blog on a Music Medicine Saturday, you know that music has often saved me in my darkest hours. This is not an overstatement.

This year that was as true as any other year, and maybe more so. Because my body wouldn’t let me dance, and my mind wouldn’t let me focus, but what I *could* do was lie in bed, on the sofa, or on the floor, with my iPod earbuds tucked in and the music flowing into my ears, medicine applied straight to the brain, it was better than an application of Head On for headaches.

It was Coldplay who told me that “you don’t have to be on your own” (“A Message”, X&Y), and I believed Chris Martin, because he’s never lied to me a day in his life. “Just because I’m losing doesn’t mean I’m lost, doesn’t mean I’ll stop..” (“Lost!”, Viva La Vida and the Death of All His Friends) helped me keep fighting when illness was getting me down. Coldplay (and U2) are very much my wise older brothers, and they’ve written these songs to show me the way, whether they know it or not.

And then there are my sisters in song. Regina Spektor broke my heart into smithereens with “Laughing With”, and set my piano fingers drumming against my knees with “Machine”, “Blue Lips” and “Eet”.

The Glee kids lit a fire under me with their cover of “Don’t Stop Believing”.  I relived my love for Sia’s “Breathe Me” after finishing Six Feet Under, as the ending sequence is an extended version of that song.

I fell head over heels for Thom Yorke’s “Hearing Damage” when the first percussive strains of it turned up in a kick-ass scene of New Moon.

But it was a musical score, instrumentals!, that turned out to make up my Album of the Year. It wasn’t a 2009 release, but it was new to me. We’re talking about Twilight: The Score, composed by the insanely talented Carter Burwell, well-known for scoring Coen Brothers films. Despite having mixed feelings about the Twilight series, and feeling the film was a huge disappointment, I was utterly drawn in by Carter’s score, especially “Bella’s Lullaby”. In the books, Edward writes a lullaby for Bella to fall asleep to. Although the film shows a sequence where Edward plays a song for Bella, only readers know it is a song he wrote just for her. Carter’s imagining of this was simply stunning and beautiful, and it made me forget the world of cinema vampires and Robert Pattinson’s powder-puffed face for awhile, and returned to me the idealized Edward of the first book, as I had imagined him. It made me long for both first love and everlasting love, and I felt cradled in the sensation of someone having written something just for me. The longer I spent listening to the album, the stronger my urge to play piano became, and that urge led to other creative endeavors after an illness-induced creative dry spell.

I was revived, and inspired. What more can we ask of our music?

Best Blog ‘09: Challenge

Lily
Originally uploaded by scottlondon.

One week into January, and 2009 had already become “the year I got really sick.” A surgery and two insurance deductibles later, I’ve recovered from some ailments and developed new ones. The chain of events set into motion that month led to a year where I became a virtual hermit, too broke and too sick to do much of anything or to go anywhere. Staying quiet, staying home, just trying to stay afloat.

Enter Gwen Bell, as she gives us The Best of 2009 Blog Challenge, 31 daily prompts to recalling and expressing the Best of the Year that Was. I figured it would a be a good way to start putting a positive spin on 2009, and an even better launchpad for a brilliantly fun and fabulous 2010.

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December 9: Challenge.

Something that really made you grow this year. That made you go to your edge and then some. (And I add: How do you intend to carry and handle this challenge in 2010?)

I guess it’s time to talk about that thing that his been my blog intro for these posts, ‘eh?

I didn’t write New Year’s Resolutions for 2009. But at some point, I verbalized that I was putting health on the front-burner for the year. So when I had a gallbladder attack (which felt like intense chest pain and doubled me over) on January 7th, despite having ignored previous signs, I got myself to the doctor. Unfortunately, I guess I wasn’t clear enough about that resolution — I think the Universe took it as a challenge and said “You want to look after your health? Sure, we’ll help you by pointing out everything you have ever done wrong to your body in your whole life!” So the entire year was marred by illness, and the struggle for health. This is still my struggle, although things are looking up, and it is my wish for 2010 to be the year I get healthier than I ever have been. Not to focus in illness, but to do everything it takes to Be Well.  I know it’s a huge commitment, but I recently found myself a really great naturopath, I love veggies, and I’m committed to not just getting well, but getting my life back. To set myself on the path to living a long life, with a healthy mind and flexible body to the end.

I am not a doctor, nor do I play one in Blogland. Please take responsibility for your own health to do your own research, and ask questions of your health team!  Having said that, I’d like to outline some of the important things I learned this year:

The Birth Control Pill-Gallstone Link

In March I had my gallbladder removed. Although I have always been fond of cheese, and I have two members of my family who also had theirs removed (both near or over 50 at the time), I believe having to have surgery at the relatively young age of 34 is due in great part to being on the Pill. (The pill has many dangers; this is just one).

If you read the information that comes with your pill, you’ll see it documented that studies have shown women taking them have a 2-2.5x higher risk of developing gallstones. There are a number of factors that may be involved, here are a couple:  The use of oral contraception increases the concentration of cholesterol in bile. Also, women with pre-existing gallbladder conditions (which may have been the case with me) may find that the exposure to estrogen accelerates the development of stones. This acceleration happens in the first five years of being on the pill, then decreases. Myself and another friend both had our surgeries within the 4-5 year window of our going on the Pill. This does not in any way seem like a coincidence, to me. Obviously this does NOT mean all women on birth control are going to develop gallstones; but I think being aware of the risk, particularly if you eat a lot of fat, are sedentary, and/or have a family history of gallbladder disease, is important.

The Low-Glycemic Diet

This summer I was lucky enough to learn the Transitions lifestyle program — it’s a low-glycemic eating program (meaning your body doesn’t convert it to sugar as easily as high-glycemic items), which I thought was a great idea given that diabetes runs in my family. I’ve since learned that sugar is even more toxic than I once believed. For instance, 80% of our immune systems are in our guts. And if we consume a lot of sugar, the bad bacteria in our gut get really excited. They live off of the sugar and starch in our body, overwhelming the good bacteria and throwing a huge party in our guts, leading to candida, dysbiosis, even fungal conditions. We may think athlete’s foot is an external problem, but we wouldn’t even have that fungus if it wasn’t already living in our bodies. And guess what fungus loves? Sugar!

Transitions is a smart eating program that begins with a detox that retrains your palate to not crave carbs. If anyone is interested in taking a virtual class in Transitions with a great teacher, please mention in the comments that you want more information and I’ll point you in the right direction.

Model of Empowerment in HealthCare

The third and most important thing I learned on my healthcare journey this year is this: We *have* to advocate for ourselves and our own health, because no one will do it for us. If you’re not getting the answers you need, keep asking or look elsewhere. A wise gynecologist told me this year to never leave a doctor’s office confused. “It’s your doctor’s job to make sure you have the information you need.”

The model of Western medicine that I’ve been dealing with has been a very disempowering experience, though it took an empowering experience for me to recognize this fact. Don’t get me wrong –  I have had some great doctors. But they are constricted by a model that applies a pharmaceutical to each problem, often without addressing the underlying issue. The fact that so few Western medical practitioners even discuss nutrition, which affects every aspect of our health, is a big hint that something isn’t quite right. Think about it — what do we have more control over than what we eat? We cannot control our genes or other things that happen to us, but WE decide what to put in our bodies every day.

Another problem with the Western model in the United States is, we’re forced to follow the model because, if we have insurance, that’s all that gets covered. I recently decided, after nearly a year of doctor’s visits that were getting me nowhere, that it was time to see a naturopath in addition to my regular team of doctors. That’s out of my pocket, but in the end I believe it will be well worth the expense. Why? I have a genetic autoimmune thyroid disorder, but despite my having been symptomatic all year, the blood tests tell my doctors I do not need treatment yet. Doctors need to treat the patient, not the blood work.  The naturopath says she can help, but only once I have the correct battery of tests done. Once again, at the mercy of insurance and Western medicine, I had to convince my PCP to run those tests for my naturopath, otherwise they wouldn’t be covered. What stuns me, though, is that they were never done in the first place. I have a known thyroid disorder, but they never bothered with a complete thyroid panel! Additionally, I have all the markers of an adrenal problem, yet the tests my doctors have run for that cannot scientifically be anywhere near accurate, and the one that is most accurate isn’t covered by my insurance.  My naturopath has told me that adrenal problems respond to treatment, and I can even rebuild my adrenal function completely over time. In fact, she, more than any other provider I’ve seen this year, gives me hope that I can get my body in fully functioning order again — even THRIVING. Once the more severe problems are on their way to healing, I can think about getting off the Pill (did you know estrogen dominance can occur on the Pill, leading to fibrocystic breasts and contributing to candida?) and I cannot TELL you how thrilled I will be when I can start working out again! I am so going dancing! Nia, bellydance, hoopdancing, you name it!

I realize I am lucky enough to both be insured, and to be able to come up with the funds for these other hefty health care fees, not that it’s in any way easy. My wish for my fellow Americans and the rest of the world is equal access to equal health carel. But that is another post. A toast to your Wellness in 2010!

Best Blog ‘09: Best eCourse



Goddess Tree, originally uploaded by soularchitect.

One week into January, and 2009 had already become “the year I got really sick.” A surgery and two insurance deductibles later, I’ve recovered from some ailments and developed new ones. The chain of events set into motion that month led to a year where I became a virtual hermit, too broke and too sick to do much of anything or to go anywhere. Staying quiet, staying home, just trying to stay afloat.

Enter Gwen Bell, as she gives us The Best of 2009 Blog Challenge, 31 daily prompts to recalling and expressing the Best of the Year that Was. I figured it would a be a good way to start putting a positive spin on 2009, and an even better launchpad for a brilliantly fun and fabulous 2010.

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December 6: eCourse.

Was there a conference or workshop you attended that was especially beneficial? Where was it? What did you learn?

You’ll see I changed this to e-course, because that’s what the best workshop or conference I attended this year was.  It was so good, I even took it twice! This would be Goddess Leonie’s Creative Goddess eCourse.

When I found out about Goddess Leonie’s e-course at the end of last year, I was filled to bursting with excitement. When January rolled around, the Goddess Circle opened, and it was a place of heartfelt sharings and miracles. Goddesses joined the circle from all over the world, and we supported each other through six weeks of amazing growth and change.  I stayed involved in the forums, even as I succumbed to illness, and I continued to do the weekly meditations, even though I became too ill to do the projects about halfway through the course. Leonie’s gorgeous meditations are so soothing, insightful and evocative. I’ve continued to use them in my life at appropriate times, and each experience brings me knew knowledge and new power within myself.

This summer Leonie announced the official opening of Goddess School, and I knew it would be such a wonderful experience to join in the Circle again. Goddesses old and new arrived, giddy with excitement, to the Goddess School forums.

While my health is somewhat improved over earlier this year (the Goddess Circle of first term closed a mere week after my gallbladder surgery in March, to give some perspective!), I have learned that trying to do things by an external time-table is not always a self-loving act. So, I allowed myself to “get behind” in Goddess School. In fact, I am still behind, still marinating in Healing Week 3. This is okay. I know this is okay, because, although it took several extra weeks to complete my Week 1 project (Goddess Tree, above), when it finally unfolded and called itself “finished”, it was the most beautiful expression of who I am that I believe I have ever crafted. It so resonated with my being and gave me confidence that I am indeed a shining, creative spirit, and I credit Goddess Leonie’s gently encouraging nature to helping bring that out. It allowed me to throw myself into Art Every Day Month, which added to my creative healing and confidence. I could not have asked for a more spirit-filled, juicy experience, filled to overflowing with amazing connections to women I will never forget and many whom I hope I will stay connected to for a long, long time!

The best part about all this? Goddess School Term Two begins January 17th and is enrolling now! The Creative Goddess Course is being offered again, along with a new, juicy morsel of  course co-created by Goddess Leonie and Goddess Sone called “Radiant Goddess”. It’s 21 days of nutrition, movement and meditation that is sure to be amazing and supportive and SAFE. If I know anything about Leonie’s courses, it’s that they gently coax the best out of you. This isn’t boot camp — it’s a Goddess Spa for helping you polish yourself down to your shiniest, healthiest self. Doesn’t that sound exciting?! You can enroll here!

Many Goddess blessings to you!